It hits you when you least expect it to.

I've been listening to Pastor Judah Smith recently, Mistaken Love & Dating and Your Destiny.

Also been listening to Joshua Harris, Practicing Trust.

These sermons has helped me pull through probably one of the roughest, toughest times I've experienced.

What hit me the most was Pastor Judah's Smith's Dating and Your Destiny.

Been listening to sermons. Pastor Judah smith dating And your destiny.

These past few years, I have gone from relationship, moping and carrying on like a drama queen that life is not worth living if I couldn't have this person.

These past few years, I have spent hating myself for hurting the wonderful men in my life because I couldn't tell my feelings to take a hike because this wasn't the right time for me to be in a relationship.

These past few years, I have spent wishing & wanting something that was taken away from me because it wasn't the right timing.

I'm going through this again, but this time, it hit me hard, because I thought that this time, this was it. But I overlooked that this time, was like all those other times, not the right time.

God is really looking out for me. I now believe that how will bring the right person to me at the right time . He's got that perfect smile that I've always imagined. God will bring him when I am ready. And this relationship will be better than anything that I have had in the past. God will bring him at the right time. He will be a godly man, who loves and seeks god and a man who will love and bless me.

It will be better than anything I've ever experienced.

The pain from the past will no longer hold me captive.

I will not conform to the worlds love. To the love that ttran offers me.

I'm glad god took him away from me.

Now I can focus on my relationship with god.

My authentic relationship with him.

Thank you lord for looking after me .

Seeking Him Steadily.